is beige with the pieces all face down
so the placing goes slowly, the picture's of anything
other than it's meant to be

but the hours they creep
the patterns repeat
don't be concerned, you know i'll be fine on my own
i never said don't go...
(don't go)

but i've hidden a note
it's pressed between pages that you've marked to find your way back
it says, "does he ever get the girl?"

but what if the pages stay pressed
the chapters unfinished
the story's too dull to unfold?

does he ever get the girl?

this basement's a coffin, i'm buried alive
i'll die in here just to be safe
'cause you're gone, i get nothing
and you're off with barely a sigh

i never said goodbye
(goodbye)

but i've hidden a note
it's pressed between pages that you've marked to find your way back
it says, "does he ever get the girl?"

but the hours they creep
the patterns repeat
don't be concerned... you know i'll be fine on my own...
i never said don't go...

(don't go...)

:\

6/23/2008 2:56:45 AM

k

6/23/2008 2:57:55 AM

k indeed :\

i'm thinking it's time to just get drunk off my ass and hopefully fall asleep

tired of thinking about this shit

6/23/2008 2:58:53 AM

what is on your mind Mr. I Never Answer IMs?

6/23/2008 3:00:01 AM

lol sorry about that

if i leave aim up at work my IMs get sent to an epic black hole and i never receive them

i am actually on aim right now if you wish to IM me

6/23/2008 3:02:20 AM

well I'm 'bout to go to sleep

unless you have something on your mind which you would like to discuss muh friend

P.S. I'm gonna be in Raleigh from tomorrow to Friday so calzwns?!?! or cook out?!?

6/23/2008 3:03:52 AM

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6/23/2008 3:04:40 AM

CALZWNS DEFINITELY

6/23/2008 3:04:40 AM

I'm down with calzwns

either that or just some damn pizza

let's go to NY Pizza or Two Guys

Mellow Shroom is too expensive for my blood

6/23/2008 3:04:56 AM

for all who are interested:

basically, i still love my ex
a lot

and he seems to as well

we broke up a couple of months ago cause of a bunch of stuff that we mutually agreed was detrimental
i moved on, he moved on, we both started seeing other people, blah etc etc
after a few failed attempts at a relationship i realize that i actually still love the fucker

he told me the other day during an epic conversation basically that he was an idiot for ever letting me go

i guess i'm just scared that the same thing's going to happen again
its hard enough to let go of a person after being with them for such a long time
but to take them back after all that happened... idk... ugh.........

but i'm all tore up inside and listening to dashboard confessional which only happens when i'm really upset

time to break out the rum and stop thinking about this shit,/]

6/23/2008 3:10:01 AM

p.s. mellow shroom is mucho mejor though

ill subsidize the difference... how bout that?

6/23/2008 3:10:41 AM

Progeria is the answer.

6/23/2008 3:12:11 AM

sorry about your b00 I hope everything works out there

I'd try to give you some advice, but I don't know anything about guy on guy love

and don't worry, I'm not dirt poor yet, I can pay for my own - though I will admit, I'll probably get pizza instead lol

<3 Two Guys tho good lawd

you'd think you would love it to

6/23/2008 3:12:12 AM

you guys makin me hongry

[Edited on June 23, 2008 at 3:14 AM. Reason : not for men. for pizza.]

6/23/2008 3:13:40 AM

seriously

all I can think of right now is the taste of some Two Guys pizza

any pizza would do, really

but I need to go to sleep

or do I?

6/23/2008 3:14:15 AM

guy on guy love is a lot like hetero relationships

except we generally don't bitch as much as chicks and don't get hung up on retarded shit like "OMG HE DIDNT CALL ME" or "U FORGOT OUR ANNIVERSARY" etc.

and its a lot like just chillin with your best friends...

except you fuck them sometimes

it's really a lot better than dating a chick if you can get over the whole man sex thing
(believe me, i know)

6/23/2008 3:15:09 AM

yeah I couldn't ever get over that man sex thing

though I will admit, I can understand how you could be attracted to a guy (yes homo?)

just no sex in da butt

I don't even really like buttsecks with a girl that much

6/23/2008 3:17:38 AM

yeah

i'm not so much into the buttsecks, i never really saw the point

there are much better ways to do things

6/23/2008 3:19:39 AM

Quote :

"PENIS IN PENIS HOLE"

6/23/2008 3:20:04 AM

jesus evan.


still acting like a girl i see.

6/23/2008 3:22:06 AM

fuck no

i don't act like a girl




oh and you're one to talk

don't you post shitty lyrics all the time

6/23/2008 3:23:57 AM

when you say you could be attracted to a guy, do you mean

- his charisma or some sort of ability? like brett favre
- or do you mean physical characteristics? like your a homosexual

6/23/2008 3:25:10 AM

i post shit that doesnt mean anything.


you clearly are trying to get attention like a girl. Trying to get someone to sympathize. Its all to clear.

Evan, i know the ins and outs of basica human psychology. You are in fact a girl, in the emotional sense, trapped in a guys body.

6/23/2008 3:26:43 AM

i think a lot of guys feel that way once they realize that it's pretty much just like what you do already with your friends, except all the time

and except with no females

and man sex

6/23/2008 3:27:49 AM

Quote :

"Evan, i know the ins and outs of basica human psychology."

Quote :

"Major : CE"

favio you're still my boo

but you can't be sayin shit that isn't true about me

i am not a chick

6/23/2008 3:28:51 AM

no, im talking about your need for attention.

By making this thread, you want someone to notice you, someone to sypmathize with you and somehow make your pain go away. Just by having someone recognize your situation it gives the satisfaction of recognition. Something innate in most girls and gays.

^ i said the basic ins and outs. Im very good at reading people..... which is basic human psychology at its core.

and please, you dont give me enoug credit. I've already told you what to do in that long as AIM conversation you made me endure.

[Edited on June 23, 2008 at 3:30 AM. Reason : x]

6/23/2008 3:29:33 AM

because the wolf web is a great place to get people to notice things at 3am

when there are usually a total of 4 people actively posting

6/23/2008 3:30:31 AM

i'll agree with favio on this one.

you boys have fun!

6/23/2008 3:32:00 AM

Another point, making it at this hour is just by chance. Perhaps your emotional feelings have peaked and caused you to make this thread.


its whatever.. I have to stufy for this final... SO... for my last words

Just man up.

- Peace

6/23/2008 3:32:15 AM

i made you endure?

you were the one who kept talking

p.s. you were right about a lot of that

6/23/2008 3:32:29 AM

of course i was right.


I am a fucking genius.

6/23/2008 3:33:46 AM

i wouldn't say that

you were also wrong about a lot of it

6/23/2008 3:34:42 AM

no, i was right about all of it.

Thats why you're still stressing over this shit. You havent followed everything ive said. I gave you instructions...very easy instructions.

Im guessing you didnt follow all of it, and thats why you're still acting like you are. Like I told you before, stop acting like a girl..


But for real, i have to peace out. I have to finish studying for this final.


Good Luck man.

[Edited on June 23, 2008 at 3:37 AM. Reason : s]

6/23/2008 3:36:45 AM

Quote :

"- his charisma or some sort of ability? like brett favre"

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[Edited on June 23, 2008 at 3:40 AM. Reason : relationship/love trouble sucks hope things work out, evan]

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