to cry and you get that knot in your throat when you hold it back?

what is that?

im having a bad morning and although im not gonna cry now and i'm feeling better, i still have the knot in there.

8/1/2008 10:12:09 AM

8/1/2008 10:12:57 AM

hope all is well RE:joice..

and remember foo1 will be @ ruckus in a matter of hours..

8/1/2008 10:13:12 AM

^^hahaha

doubleyou tee eff?

8/1/2008 10:14:27 AM

yoo, come up 49 and then 64 through asheboro and we'll grab some food on your way through

[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 10:15 AM. Reason : ^^]

8/1/2008 10:14:55 AM

related feeling, that different nauseous feeling you get and the weird taste you get in your mouth just before your hurl

8/1/2008 10:15:41 AM

i get speeding tickets every time i go that way

8/1/2008 10:16:02 AM

^^^i always wanna think you're in Asheville, not Ashboro

[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 10:16 AM. Reason : ^]

8/1/2008 10:16:08 AM

like a metal-y taste?

8/1/2008 10:16:09 AM

^ ha

yeah that's an awful feeling when you take that shot of whiskey you shouldn't have

then you've got to spit a lot

and you're spitting into an empty beer bottle and swallowing nothing a lot to calm yourself

8/1/2008 10:16:47 AM

I googled it, and couldn't find anything useful.

Therefore, I conclude, you're dying.

8/1/2008 10:17:03 AM

yeah... the tallest thing in that town is the giraffes

8/1/2008 10:17:06 AM

i get a metal taste in my mouth anytime something scares me.

i think i have too much iron in my system.

[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 10:17 AM. Reason : ^^lawlz]

8/1/2008 10:17:32 AM

i think i found it.
mind you i dont know how trustworthy it is....first thing on google.

Quote :

"An important part of opening the throat to allow the lungs to get more air involves expanding the glottis - the muscle which controls the opening from the back of the throat (pharynx) into the voice box (larynx) - so that more air can pass through it. So part of the autonomic response of crying is to use throat muscles to open the glottis as wide as possible. This doesn't pose a problem until you want to swallow; swallowing involves closing the glottis, so that food doesn't get into your larynx. So if you try to swallow while you are crying, the muscles for swallowing are fighting against the muscles for crying, and this tug-of-war over the glottis is perceived as a lump behind your larynx which makes it difficult to swallow."

8/1/2008 10:19:20 AM

11k party for joice...


iron is good


cool yeah i know what feeling you're talking about.

what happened this morn though

8/1/2008 10:20:32 AM

i dont want to talk about it now.

[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 10:22 AM. Reason : when are you leaving work??]

8/1/2008 10:21:40 AM

Quote :

"to cry and you get that knot in your throat when you hold it back?"

i get that a lot...but it's because i don't let myself cry when i'm upset anymore...i just hold it in until it just about kills me...

i used to just cry all the time so i never really had it when i was younger...


that knot sucks though....it's sorta like it's the only thing keeping you from actually crying and it's very uncomfortable...and you know the first time somebody says "are you ok" you're going to lose it

8/1/2008 10:22:34 AM

as soon as i can... I'm doing a lil bit o laundry & packing @ lunch then hopefully roll out around 3

8/1/2008 10:23:10 AM

8/1/2008 10:24:38 AM

^^sweeeeet. call me?

^^^aha, that happened to me about two weeks ago.
it took me a while and i was pulled all together and then a friend was like "are you feeling alright"
i lost my shit (what are youuuuuuu doin tonight missy?? )

[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 10:25 AM. Reason : fhghgh]

8/1/2008 10:24:42 AM

Quote :

"as soon as i can... I'm doing a lil bit o laundry & packing @ lunch then hopefully roll out around 3"

I'm going to Raleigh from CLT tonight, too. Carpool?

Joie, it'll be ok! Just go out and party and then, once enough alcohol is consumed, your glottis will relax and all will be well.

[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 10:27 AM. Reason : gettin crunk tonite!!!!!!!!]

8/1/2008 10:26:01 AM

to joie

8/1/2008 10:28:21 AM

^^^i'm going to emerald isle for the night because i have a meeting there in the morning...

but i have all intentions of being back tomorrow night....

[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 10:29 AM. Reason : sdaf]

8/1/2008 10:28:52 AM

Quote :

"your glottis will relax and all will be well"

hehe that made me


^you have my number?

8/1/2008 10:31:57 AM

i certainly do...


are y'all doing anything tomorrow night or is it just tonight

8/1/2008 10:33:01 AM

tomorrow night

throwing downnnnn

8/1/2008 10:33:27 AM

Fareako what time are you leavin/where are you in charlotte?

8/1/2008 10:34:03 AM

tomorrow night is the "dogs on the deck" thing at buckhead.

figure id take carter out there.
but thats over at 10
past that....????

8/1/2008 10:34:32 AM

^^I get off work at US Airways at the Airport at 3 30, but I just realized that I have to be back in town tomorrow...fuckin' band practice just came up.

[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 10:36 AM. Reason : /sad]

8/1/2008 10:36:02 AM

i have a friend having a house party but i dunno how big its allowed to be... i know joice, nacho and krs10 have been oked.

8/1/2008 10:36:25 AM

christine!!!!!!!

8/1/2008 10:37:10 AM

i actually really feel like crying right now. my engine blew up while i was in Burlington this morning, so i can only imagine how much that is going to cost. and i just got an e-mail from our sales manager saying he "needs to talk to me at 11". this might end up being the worst day ever.

8/1/2008 10:39:15 AM

dunno if she'll come but maybe ..

^ MY TRANSMISSION BLEW UP IN BURLINGTON A WHILE BACK!!! FUCK THAT TOWN!!!


[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 10:40 AM. Reason : .]

8/1/2008 10:39:43 AM

8/1/2008 10:39:54 AM

Quote :

"hehe that made me "

glad I could be of some service

8/1/2008 10:39:56 AM

awwww djeternal come out tonight!!

[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 10:46 AM. Reason : fhgghf]

8/1/2008 10:43:58 AM

Quote :

"^ MY TRANSMISSION BLEW UP IN BURLINGTON A WHILE BACK!!! FUCK THAT TOWN!!"

My mommy lives there.

8/1/2008 10:44:59 AM

when I say blow up, it fucking blew up. pretty sure it blew a gasket or threw a rod. in other words, at the very least a $2k fix. do I have $2k? nope. and i have a feeling they are about to lay off my entire sales office.

btw, the car is an '05 with only 70k miles on it. fuck you Mazda!

8/1/2008 10:45:09 AM

^ my transmission scattered itself on 85 at mile marker 143

i had to spend $300 just to have my jeep taken to charlotte to buy a new transmission to install..
all told... my 2k tax return= shot.


[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 10:51 AM. Reason : .]

8/1/2008 10:47:36 AM

8/1/2008 10:52:39 AM

You know, I gotta say it's been a good three years since I've cried. Does that make me heartless?

8/1/2008 10:54:55 AM

no.

8/1/2008 10:59:06 AM

^^^ worst part is i didn't get to see this lady that night either


But its coool WE BACK NOW!!!

[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 10:59 AM. Reason : last time i cried was.... the weekend before my birthday]

8/1/2008 10:59:28 AM

to sneaky foo1

8/1/2008 10:59:56 AM

indeed to the joice

8/1/2008 11:00:44 AM

re to the joice!!!!!!

8/1/2008 11:03:00 AM

haha yeah i was saying that like too legit too legit to (joice)

8/1/2008 11:04:03 AM

just heard from the mechanic. massive oil leak, no oil in the engine. engine done for, need new one. he's calling me back with an estimate, but I can only assume it will be close to $4k

do they finance that sort of thing?

and Joie, i would totally come out tonight. except I am in GSO and now have NO WAY to even get home from work, much less to Raleigh

[Edited on August 1, 2008 at 11:46 AM. Reason : ]

8/1/2008 11:44:55 AM

awwwww man

8/1/2008 11:45:35 AM

Quote :

"You know when you are about "

thought this thread was about something else...

8/1/2008 11:46:11 AM