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7/24/2008 11:45:22 PM

Quote :

"i feel guilty for not being more attractive"

I do too

And then I remember how insanely awesome I am, and feel better.

[Edited on July 24, 2008 at 11:46 PM. Reason : lkjsd]

7/24/2008 11:45:46 PM

drunknloaded's lack of self esteem

IT BOTHERS ME

and what the fuck are these last few posts?

why the fuck would anyone feel guilty for not being more attractive?

[Edited on July 24, 2008 at 11:52 PM. Reason : i mean GUILTY? really?? i'd understand embarassed, but only to a point]

7/24/2008 11:50:05 PM

sometimes i got it and sometimes i dont...depends on the situation etc

7/24/2008 11:51:15 PM

^^guilty because the guy I've got deserves a chick who is at least a 7. I'm like a 1.5

7/24/2008 11:53:19 PM

oh that's nonsensical

if you think you're a 1.5

he knows you're a fucking 11

no doubt in my mind

[Edited on July 24, 2008 at 11:56 PM. Reason : ^^ it's like anything else man. practice works. shit, me and some other dude offered to help]

7/24/2008 11:55:17 PM

what if you think someone is an 11? what does that make them?

7/24/2008 11:56:06 PM

to you

(who, IMHO, is the only motherfucker you should really listen to)

it makes them an 11

[Confession: i wish i could speak HALF as articulately as i type. when i'm in a good enough mood and discussing topics with which i'm intimately familiar, i can sometimes. but it's rare. ]

[Edited on July 24, 2008 at 11:58 PM. Reason : on topic!]

7/24/2008 11:57:08 PM

i can relate. i feel guilty because i'm a little insane and i probably don't get my haircut, workout, pluck my eyebrows, etc etc as much as i should

and i bite my nails. and have gross feet.

7/24/2008 11:57:15 PM

Just because he thinks I'm hot/not ugly doesn't mean I am

He also thinks I'm not fat

^haha I have gross feet too, but he never notices. I hide them, and occasionally get a pedicure

[Edited on July 24, 2008 at 11:58 PM. Reason : I'm pretty good about hte brows, though]

7/24/2008 11:57:35 PM

who doesnt bite their nails? i mean really? i noticed this the past 2 semesters...like everyone in class bites their nails

7/25/2008 12:00:05 AM

biting of the nails is such a turn-off


how is matt

7/25/2008 12:00:19 AM

^^^ see my post on that, sweety

beauty is entirely subjective

and in relationships, is intimately related to feelings

and i'll bet $Oklahoma that you look, feel, and otherwise are every bit that beautiful to him

[Confession: i can relate. i feel guilty because i'm a little insane and i probably don't get my haircut, workout, pluck my eyebrows, etc etc as much as i should

and i bite my nails. and have gross feet.[/quote]

[Edited on July 25, 2008 at 12:03 AM. Reason : wtf do i have to do w/shit]

7/25/2008 12:00:52 AM

I know attractiveness affected by feelings
That's why what he thinks can't be taken without a grain of salt.

I'm glad he thinks I'm pretty. I know otherwise, and am addressing the issue.
I want to feel pretty...not just be told I am, ya know

Quote :

"who doesnt bite their nails?"

I don't.

^^Pretty well. Come down, and see his new kitchen

Party at joe's tomorrow night.

7/25/2008 12:04:46 AM

i do not bite my nails at all

but i did cut them all of so i would stop scratching all these bites

7/25/2008 12:05:34 AM

After moving I can't find my good nail clippers. Guess it's look-like-a-long-nailed-druggie for the time being. Sweet.

7/25/2008 12:06:26 AM

confession: i don't make it back to NC as much as I wish I could. It's been about a year since I've last been back I think.

7/25/2008 12:06:35 AM

i mean i dont do it like religiously or anything but imo its retarded to say i never do it

7/25/2008 12:07:06 AM

The people who tell me attractive are never the ones I'd like to.

I'm terrible at reading people and even worse at appearing approachable. I wonder how many times I could've approached someone who would've been interested in a bar or club.

7/25/2008 12:08:59 AM

Tom Hanks is such a cutie.

7/25/2008 12:09:41 AM

^^

7/25/2008 12:10:07 AM

well

it would help if you both could see it

conceded

[Confession: I bite my nails again. Even though I went about 3 months without doing it starting almost a year ago. Self-discipline FTL.]

7/25/2008 12:10:57 AM

I used to cringe when people told me that I look like Tom Hanks.

7/25/2008 12:11:33 AM

I used to cringe when people told me I looked like MacAuley Culkin.

[Edited on July 25, 2008 at 12:12 AM. Reason : and no, i don't give a damn if it's spelled wrong]

7/25/2008 12:11:59 AM

yea i go off and on with the nails. sometimes they grow out and look so pretty. and they'll stay like that for weeks. and then one day i get stressed out and bite them. and i can't bite just one because they'll be uneven so i bite them all off.

i am a world of gross.

7/25/2008 12:12:25 AM

The people who tell me i'm attractive are never the ones I'd like to.

7/25/2008 12:12:38 AM

I think i'm pretty.

And so is Christine!!

7/25/2008 12:13:46 AM

I am afraid of change. Several major factors of my life have been rapidly changed or removed altogether, and I don't know who I am without them. I feel like I'm starting all over from scratch, and although it's scary as shit, it feels pretty damn good too.

It just hurts to think back on the past years and realize how much time, money, emotion, and energy I have squandered.

7/25/2008 12:15:53 AM

I can't handle all of the responsibilities in my life

7/25/2008 12:16:02 AM

i can't handle ANY of the responsibilities in my life. except for my cat. i'm an AMAZING cat owner.

7/25/2008 12:17:30 AM

^^^ i was there a couple years ago

[Edited on July 25, 2008 at 12:18 AM. Reason : .]

7/25/2008 12:18:21 AM

idk what the fuck was up with my phone...but i'm glad i got it working again mysteriously

7/25/2008 12:21:35 AM

I got hit on by this old fucker on Hillsborough St. today. He came all weaving up to me and said I looked gorgeouuuus....and I knew it was just because he wanted money because even on my best days, I can pull off cute but gorgeouuuus is a stretch.

7/25/2008 12:21:44 AM

cassie.....that wasn't me was it......?

7/25/2008 12:22:40 AM

hmm?

cute, milkshakes, bob, sheepskin, Major, turtles

The confession part deals with the sheepskin...

[Edited on July 25, 2008 at 12:23 AM. Reason : ]

7/25/2008 12:23:01 AM

7/25/2008 12:23:33 AM

what wasn't you?

7/25/2008 12:26:16 AM

i'm getting blood on my laptop

7/25/2008 12:27:34 AM

has an unexplainable affinity for tww

7/25/2008 12:28:09 AM

oh i blurred together that hillsborough hike night and the other night when i called you a glorious angel or whatever ...heh

7/25/2008 12:29:10 AM

haha. PM sent.

7/25/2008 12:30:13 AM

i feel like i have to dumb myself down for pretty much everyone

7/25/2008 12:34:43 AM

i know i have to dumb myself down

or at least change to lighter subjects

than what i'm usually wondering or thinking about

if i want to speak to people

7/25/2008 12:37:03 AM

yep...i cant stand that shit either

7/25/2008 12:37:59 AM

okay, so this one time...my ex and I were going to have a little fun with an expensive necktie and some massage oil.

What does it say about me that I was more concerned with the ties getting ruined?

[Edited on July 25, 2008 at 12:48 AM. Reason : had to clarify.]

7/25/2008 12:48:06 AM

that you're a woman with good priorities

7/25/2008 12:51:01 AM

ahha..

or maybe that I am a loser.

7/25/2008 12:52:25 AM

^ that you're protecting resources.

nothing unnatural about it at all. even if it's a little frustrating.

Confession: i'm wavering back and forth between nervous as fuck and "it'll be fine" about my date tonight

gah!

[Edited on July 25, 2008 at 12:52 AM. Reason : ...]

7/25/2008 12:52:37 AM

you have a date tonight? it's a little late to call it a date...anything past 10 is a booty call.

and if you're already nervous about a date in like...15 hours...well, you're fucked.

[Edited on July 25, 2008 at 12:54 AM. Reason : haha can't count past 11 pm.]

7/25/2008 12:54:10 AM

^ what she said

7/25/2008 12:55:10 AM