CVII

7/25/2008 12:55:39 AM

i believe i said wavering between

and i have good reason to

she's a keeper

haven't met many of them lately

that's pretty much the only part that's making me nervous

too perfect = suspect, y'know?

[Edited on July 25, 2008 at 1:03 AM. Reason : i do appreciate a good girl]

7/25/2008 1:03:15 AM

i have trust issues

7/25/2008 1:07:41 AM

you'll find out what's not perfect


And she can still be a keeper.

If she's your keeper, it won't matter too much if you're nervous.

For the record, when I'm nervous as shit, I quickly get to a point where I, the control freak, take a breath, realize there's not much more I can do, and enter the situation quite placidly.

It works pretty well

7/25/2008 1:08:08 AM

^ she's already not perfect perfect

i already feel a little better having put the words out there

^^ haha

i reread what i wrote

me too cot dam

[Edited on July 25, 2008 at 1:19 AM. Reason : ...]

7/25/2008 1:08:11 AM

some random girl texted me saying we need to talk


now, i know i havent done anything in a while, but ive done some stupid stuff back in my drunken hazey days.

7/25/2008 1:08:38 AM

Gamecat - haha wavering is just your guy way of being able to admit you're nervous. Girls can smell nervous from a mile away.

but it's cute. My current SO was nervous the first time we kissed. He was all coy and I was like, "So, are you going to stop stalling?"

[Edited on July 25, 2008 at 1:14 AM. Reason : just to clarify.]

7/25/2008 1:09:43 AM

LOL

alcohol is a great social lubricant.

first time we met, I was focused on getting to work. 5 minutes interaction time?

2nd time, I was fucking WASTED.

I broke alllllllllllllllllllllllllllll the ice that night

7/25/2008 1:10:37 AM

Quote :

"haha wavering is just your guy way of being able to admit you're nervous."

wtf...thats common sense 101

7/25/2008 1:10:56 AM

ahaha.

I wasn't talking to you.

7/25/2008 1:13:45 AM

so...you still did nothing but try to act like a woman that knows it all

7/25/2008 1:14:18 AM

and you're still on tww at 1 am trying to act like someone cares.

7/25/2008 1:14:52 AM

7/25/2008 1:15:06 AM

Anyhow, I think it's cute that you are nervous. How did you meet her, gamecat?

7/25/2008 1:16:00 AM

pawprint thats just your woman way of knowing you said some stupid shit, but since its me you try to defend yourself

7/25/2008 1:16:02 AM

haha, if you say so josh.

7/25/2008 1:20:04 AM

Lesson #2: do not argue with wimmenz when you first meet them

i'm going to pimp you out, drunknloaded

--

lol @ girls who smell nervous

it's just cause i finally feel i'm at the right place and time to meet a good girl

is that so damn wrong?

WANNA FIGHTABOUDIT?

abridged: how did we meet

we met at a bar in holly springs as part of a singles meetup group (confession).

unabridged: my story, let me tell you it

she was the only girl under 30 there and appeared to have come with a boyfriend curiously enough. she's about 5'5, topping out at probably a buck ten, and portioned out perfectly. brunnette, chin-length hair, dark hazel eyes, and a constant smile. (smiles FTW)

she gets up to get another glass of red wine. even though my cabernet was full, we'd busted each other oogling a few times, so i figured "what the fuck? find out the deal."

i approach.

"hey. what's your name? (response) i'm Gamecat. so...i have to know..."

*i nod towards homeboy who's sitting next to her empty chair*

"that your boy?"

she becomes a LOLasaurus, shakes her head, and mouths "no"

i showed interest in her degrees, choice of profession and overachiever status. she found it funny that i'd join that organization "because i'm shy." she couldn't believe it. we dropped flattering remarks (i'm funny, she's bright). i told her i'd seen and loved wall-e the night before, which she hadn't seen, and we planned to see it on the spot. turns out she loves disney/pixars.

that's since become dinner (at my urging), wall-e, and drinks (at her urging) all to begin tonight...tonight

le sigh

[Edited on July 25, 2008 at 1:43 AM. Reason : i rarely rarely drink]

7/25/2008 1:39:09 AM

i bet me and you would be a pretty good tandem at the bar...i wish i liked to drink regularly like most college people my age...more than once every week or 2 and i feel like an alcoholic

7/25/2008 1:40:24 AM

abridged:

Quote :

"alcohol is a great social lubricant."

ambrosia1231 FTW and FTBrevity

confession: i'm a terrible summarizer and storyteller

7/25/2008 1:45:34 AM

haha god i suck at sleeping...i need to just start taking tylenol pm at 9pm everyday

7/25/2008 1:51:46 AM

haha i really thought the 4th version would be my last...now i'm on part 5...

[Edited on July 25, 2008 at 2:27 AM. Reason : haha part 6...]

7/25/2008 2:21:16 AM

sometimes my cat is the only thing that doesn't make me feel ridiculously overwhelmed

i haven't felt like doing anything lately, so i haven't, and all the shit that's piling up makes me feel 10x worse

7/25/2008 3:23:01 AM

for all the icky things you make me feel, sometimes you make me feel like i could never be more loved

7/25/2008 1:51:34 PM

I'm gonna run this tonight but only cause i like the runners high

http://tinyurl.com/69qf5d

7/25/2008 2:02:07 PM

i took 4 beers before i left my friends place so i could have some quiet time at mine

7/26/2008 1:33:50 AM

i saw a friend from fall 07 class...was fuckin surreal...he lives at my apt...was def the highlight of the night...no women ftl

[Edited on July 26, 2008 at 1:43 AM. Reason : like literally one woman all night for about 30 minutes]

7/26/2008 1:43:20 AM

this is the happiest i have been in years and it's not the crazy happy, life rocks right now

7/26/2008 1:47:14 AM

honestly i'm about as happy as i've been since summer of 2005

7/26/2008 1:58:20 AM

I'm about in the same boat it has been years, just having not going to bars to get trashed so I can sleep has been great for my liver, wallet and psyche

7/26/2008 2:04:59 AM

This song
- makes me immeasurably happy
- makes me cry
- places* me back out west on my roadtrip**
- Is going to be the 2nd song played at our wedding reception. I don't foresee zorthage objecting

*: when I'm 'back' somewhere that isn't where I currently am, I simply see that place as almost a filter between my eyes and where I really am. Like merging two layers in Photoshop: where I am thinking of, and where I am
**: two weeks on a roadtrip with someone can make or break a relationship. For my bf and I, it did some very good things. I think we might do a bigass roadtrip for our honeymoon And...we kind of define our trips together by music - namely, what was really good on sirius 21 during the trip

I am hopelessly addicted to bath and body work's black currant vanilla scent

[Edited on July 26, 2008 at 2:30 AM. Reason : lfjg]

7/26/2008 2:28:14 AM

me and ambrosia bwned in the cafe carolina bathroom today

7/26/2008 2:31:44 AM

this moment

this is the happiest i have been since 2003

ps ambrosia1231 and pawprint = PWNT

[Edited on July 26, 2008 at 3:10 AM. Reason : ]

7/26/2008 3:09:04 AM

^gg...i dont ever think i'll feel like i did summer 2004

7/26/2008 3:09:39 AM

if i wasnt flood controlled right now, i'd bump every single thread with her name in it

7/26/2008 3:20:26 AM

There's a chick in my bed and I'm on TWW

its cool though, i already had my way with her

7/26/2008 4:04:05 AM

sometimes i wish i were gay

7/26/2008 4:42:59 AM

hanging out with this crowd this afternoon is going to be really uncomfortable

7/26/2008 10:59:24 AM

I think that shemale on girl porn is hot.

7/26/2008 12:48:59 PM

I wish I was eccentric enough for KG to mention me in his posts.

7/26/2008 1:50:23 PM

i just checked my mail and got a postcard from someone!

7/26/2008 6:32:40 PM

I'm really kind of confused as to why all this bad shit is happening to me. I mean I try to live my life the right way so as not to get bad karma, you know treat people right and stuff. I mean just when I thought things might be mildly ok another big major bad thing happens. Can it please stop? I'm reaching my breaking point, I don't want to be this strong anymore...

7/26/2008 6:34:30 PM

^ i hope you feel better soon or things start going your way...that post sounds awfully pessimistic

7/26/2008 6:45:36 PM

^^unfortunately i can relate. i wish i could give advice but im not doing so great in that area myself. i'll let ya know if i come up with anything other than illegal substances

7/26/2008 6:57:02 PM

Kiwi, sometimes you gotta crawl through the shit to walk among the roses. Sometimes the field of shit is a lot longer that what we think we can handle. Just keep at it and KNOW (don't think it, just KNOW it) that there's a light at the end of the tunnel and you'll be alright.

7/26/2008 7:14:50 PM

yeah...whenever i feel down i just kinda say to myself "i'm only 23...i'm gonna live til at least 70...47 years is a long time and i'm sure things will get better"

7/26/2008 7:29:57 PM

i got waxed for the first time today...wasn't as painful as i thought it'd be during it....


but now it's rather uncomfortable

7/26/2008 8:32:05 PM

uh oh getchu some gurl

7/26/2008 8:33:01 PM

im going to a party tonight and bringing a case of beer

but i won't be drinking

7/26/2008 9:38:13 PM

yay you got my case

7/26/2008 9:38:25 PM

I feel like there's still niggas that owe me checks

I feel like there's still bitches that owe me sex

7/26/2008 9:41:00 PM