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10/22/2008 12:03:29 AM

I'm a very sad packie right now and its hindering my ability to sleep.

Not that I've really been sleeping lately.

10/22/2008 12:05:38 AM

i'm finding it hard to get motivated to do anything right now

10/22/2008 12:06:30 AM

i need to go to bed but i'm not tired

10/22/2008 12:20:50 AM

^

oh and i'm an idiot

[Edited on October 22, 2008 at 12:23 AM. Reason : .]

10/22/2008 12:22:52 AM

i wish i knew how long i'd toss and turn before i would fall asleep...if its >2 hours, i'd know if i should work out or not

10/22/2008 12:23:37 AM

I sex have had, too.

10/22/2008 12:23:59 AM

I feel as though I actually have a good chance at making it in life this time around.

10/22/2008 12:39:13 AM

i'm so frustrated and stessed in life that i've snapped and it doesn't bother me anymore

10/22/2008 9:52:09 AM

Only thing keeping me going is the goal at the end of that long rope. So awesome to finally have that ultimate and seeing the path to get there. I want it so bad.

10/23/2008 8:50:39 PM

so tomorrow is the last day of my internship and once thats done i'm done with ncsu

10/23/2008 9:03:29 PM

i thought you graduated?

10/23/2008 9:05:44 PM

When I am not being the best mom ever, I am an alcoholic.

10/23/2008 9:06:40 PM

^^what made you think that?

10/23/2008 9:07:08 PM

did that start before or after the baby?

10/23/2008 9:07:21 PM

i dont know why cuz i actually have no idea what you are up to
i guess you must have said something on tww about working so it made me think you had graduated

[Edited on October 23, 2008 at 9:08 PM. Reason : oh shit double post]

10/23/2008 9:08:03 PM

The baby has aggravated things.

10/23/2008 9:08:35 PM

I hate it when dudes have long fingernails

10/23/2008 9:10:07 PM

OMG, yes! Some says it is because they play guitar. But I think it's kinda, well YUCK!

10/23/2008 9:10:56 PM

some of them do
a couple guys i knew played classical guitar... they would have one hand with long nails the other cut short

10/23/2008 9:12:50 PM

Quote :

"i'm so frustrated and stessed in life that i've snapped and it doesn't bother me anymore"

I hear ya buddy

I'm just about fed up with my living situation. I asked for the landlord to repair my closet shelves *the day I moved in* and have been living with my shit in boxes for going on *9 months* because I have nowhere to unpack. I'm overpaying (550-600$/mo after utilities) for a fucking children's bedroom. Earlier this week I got bitched out for having some of my shit on the front porch, shit I was in the fucking progress of using right then, and by shit I mean tools.... and when I didn't move all of it by the next day they took the liberty of shoving it into the corner.

[Edited on October 23, 2008 at 9:14 PM. Reason : but he's also a good friend so I don't know how to approach it]

10/23/2008 9:13:16 PM

Quote :

"i dont know why cuz i actually have no idea what you are up to"

maybe we could change that? but i doubt that

10/23/2008 9:22:47 PM

maybe in a few years

10/23/2008 9:24:02 PM

I dream about twoozles sometimes

but the dreams are far too graphic to mention here

10/23/2008 10:07:44 PM

I have really stopped caring about how clean my kitchen floor is

10/23/2008 10:09:42 PM

that's what our private messages are for

10/23/2008 10:10:05 PM

I'm getting an eerie feeling that I'm going to be in grad school for 5 years only to fail and leave with a masters....

10/23/2008 10:11:10 PM

^^ PM sent

10/23/2008 10:12:42 PM

score!

10/23/2008 10:14:16 PM

only when I'm drunk can I admit this, but I'm pretty sure I fucked up shit w/ my ex

she was so delightfully twisted and I loved every moment of it

I need to find another girl that fucked up

10/23/2008 11:48:36 PM

i kinda wanna play edward 40hands

10/23/2008 11:49:31 PM

THAT SOUNDS LIKE A CHALLENGE

10/23/2008 11:50:11 PM

I am craving these Pokey Sticks way too much

10/25/2008 7:15:49 PM

i love being bored
i have way too much shit going on in my life right now, it's so nice to just be bored for a little while

10/25/2008 7:21:45 PM

i kinda need to pee

10/26/2008 1:56:12 AM

kinda was gonna work out like an hour ago...still debating...i know i wont feel like it tomorrow before work

10/28/2008 1:23:00 AM

I'm feeling like an asshole

10/29/2008 11:20:40 PM

i fucked my TA back in 2004...and i got an A in the class...and i'm not ashamed!

10/29/2008 11:22:53 PM

some people should be ashamed of things

10/29/2008 11:23:58 PM

I hope this interview tomorrow leads to a job. They're the ones who contacted me about filling the position, I didn't have to find them and call them up. That must mean they're interested. But I've never had the best of luck with interviews, and I wonder how they can even consider hiring people with the economy going downhill.

10/29/2008 11:28:23 PM

my whole day was made before 8am

gotta love days that start out awesome!

10/29/2008 11:33:02 PM

are you talking about that 7:59am phone call I gave you, to say I <3 you?

10/29/2008 11:34:02 PM

haha




yes

10/29/2008 11:39:51 PM

sweet. glad I made your day.
I'm also happy that I've found a new person to lie on my behalf in order to elevate my e-rep

10/29/2008 11:42:00 PM

can't decide whether I should study, go to sleep, or clean the house
I'm also bummed that I have to work 20+ hours this weekend (incl. only Sat & Sun)

10/29/2008 11:44:35 PM

haha im actually pretty horrid at lying

if you need a liar you should look somewhere else

sry

10/29/2008 11:44:54 PM

10/29/2008 11:45:55 PM

I slack too much.

10/30/2008 12:07:25 AM

I hate looking in mirrors.

10/30/2008 12:11:35 AM

^You need to hug it out with yourself, damn

10/30/2008 12:12:25 AM