^^ I fucking wish, dude. If that happens it will be a very happy and miraculous day.

2/12/2007 1:11:28 AM

he posted the note on livejournal at 1:00pm

2/12/2007 1:11:49 AM

Quote :

"I'd much rather that happen."

2/12/2007 1:11:50 AM

nvm

[Edited on February 12, 2007 at 1:13 AM. Reason : nvm]

2/12/2007 1:12:35 AM

1pm on the 11th would be sunday after church

2/12/2007 1:13:19 AM

From the looks of his website he was an atheist.

2/12/2007 1:14:24 AM

I'd much rather that happen.

pwnage so sweet

2/12/2007 1:15:48 AM

from the looks of his website, it looks like the dude was crying for help

all of the people claiming to be his friends should have picked up on his behavior a long time ago and helped the dude out.

I mean, really....you don't think it's a bit odd?

2/12/2007 1:16:33 AM

he's using "after church" to give an idea of the timeframe. for those people with sub 100 IQs out there@@!11

2/12/2007 1:16:36 AM

i think that time is probably UTC time

2/12/2007 1:17:29 AM

http://stiletto-one.livejournal.com/

Quote :

"11th February 2007 1:00pm: So long, and thanks for all the fish The past 14 months have been a more or less continuous withering away of my connections to my own life. At this point, I'm not sure of my own sanity anymore. I could probably work my way through it all (patience, eh?), but I just don't have any good reasons (or excuses?) to bother. I don't feel like I'd be particularly missed, and I don't feel like anything in particular matters anyway. I'm replaceable. Beyond that, I could write a long and rambling note, boring some to tears and making some feel horrible, but...fuck it, you know? This is for myself, not some kind of statement. I'm looking at my camera, and I can't help but think of it as a symbol of my own state. So much optimism a few years ago, now it's dinged and battered and doesn't even power on right a lot of the time. It can still capture beauty, now and then, but it's harder than it should be, and sometimes missed altogether because the camera can't do it anymore. I've opened up my Photobucket. There's a lot of random in there, but just about every picture I've ever taken (and a bunch that I saved) that I thought was worth anything will be in there, somewhere. Access password is "cheshirecat". "

2/12/2007 1:20:04 AM

You'll be missed, Frank

EMCE, screw you. He's always posted random stuff on there. 'Cause that's Frank.

2/12/2007 1:20:35 AM

why wilmington though

maybe he just wanted to see the ocean one more time

2/12/2007 1:20:37 AM

[Edited on February 12, 2007 at 1:27 AM. Reason : Dunno then]

2/12/2007 1:22:13 AM

fuckin' A
RIP, kid

2/12/2007 1:22:45 AM

Quote :

"I fucking wish, dude. If that happens it will be a very happy and miraculous day. "

Wait so are you sure he actually killed himself?

cuz that post sounds like you just heard from someone that he did

2/12/2007 1:23:38 AM

damn

rip

2/12/2007 1:24:02 AM

why are you saying screw EMCE?

wtf has he done besides be respectfull?

and he had never seen the ocean?

2/12/2007 1:24:04 AM

im sure hed seen the ocean before as he is from Wilmington..went to Hoggard high

2/12/2007 1:26:12 AM

^^^^ Yeah, I heard from the officer on the case that he did.

You'll note the "miraculous" in there to indicate that it wasn't going to happen without a miracle.

[Edited on February 12, 2007 at 1:27 AM. Reason : carots]

2/12/2007 1:26:45 AM

i never met the guy, but damn. that's so sad. i send my condolences out to his friends and family.

2/12/2007 1:31:18 AM

Psh, fuck him. The kid had everything going for him, and he was pretty smart, it's just, he hung out with a group of letdowns and piss offs. I knew, he'd off himself from the moment I first talked to him. He had an emptiness, you'd never notice, unless you heard his odd expressions, and you watched how his face betrayed it. The kid knew, he didn't fit in this world. Nothing you can do to change fate, tho.

You all can piss and howl all you want to, but that's more urine going on Frank's tww grave stone, for none of you really did shit about it, and you sat back like owls at your computer waiting for some opportune time to come out. I'm ok, that he's dead, the rest of you insult him by pretending.

Anyways, without further ado. Lights out Frank, this will be the last thing I say to you.

2/12/2007 1:39:00 AM

From his website:

Quote :

"Coming soon: * How To Become A Gun Owner Without Doing Something Stupid Like Shooting Yourself "

also last post:

Quote :

"Wallhack the fuck out of them."

[Edited on February 12, 2007 at 1:45 AM. Reason : sdf]

2/12/2007 1:42:20 AM

I saw the note on LJ...
Oh God, I had no idea. Frank was such a decent human being. I only met him a few times...
I hope he found some kind of solace.

2/12/2007 1:55:49 AM

Quote :

""Coming soon: * How To Become A Gun Owner Without Doing Something Stupid Like Shooting Yourself ""

I feel really bad for chuckling at that.

2/12/2007 2:04:20 AM

yeah, i consider the act of even creating a live journal account a cry for help. the content is moot in my opinion.

2/12/2007 2:04:59 AM

My condolences to everyone. I didn't even know him, but he was a friend of a friend, and it's been a really strange night.

Depression is a terrible thing.

2/12/2007 2:13:07 AM

I met Frank several times, and he was always kind and decent in the short time I spent in his presence.

2/12/2007 2:15:53 AM

holy fuck

this is pretty sad

poor kid. he was only 20. shit could have changed goddammit

2/12/2007 2:31:20 AM

Quote :

"poor kid. he was only 20. shit could would have changed goddammit"

2/12/2007 2:32:25 AM

you know what i meant

2/12/2007 2:33:59 AM

wow... i didn't know him that welll.. but we talked back and fourth about guns alot whick kinda makes this even more sad... damn man... i know life can suck sometimes but see it through.

i know life can be pretty shitty sometimes but you just have to keep your head up and work it out on shit-fit at a time.

2/12/2007 2:36:19 AM

Quote :

"You all can piss and howl all you want to, but that's more urine going on Frank's tww grave stone, for none of you really did shit about it, and you sat back like owls at your computer waiting for some opportune time to come out. I'm ok, that he's dead, the rest of you insult him by pretending."

Quote :

"all of the people claiming to be his friends should have picked up on his behavior a long time ago and helped the dude out."

He posted about five times a day, and the day before he posted a cat playing a piano. YEAH WE'RE ALL SO FUCKING SORRY WE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING! It's our responsibility for someone else's mental health, too, by the way.

Jesus Christ, way to make today even worse. Blaming his friends isn't helping bring him back. I wish it could- then I'd be happy to take as much flak for this as needed. But 20/20 hindsight is worthless here.

I feel so weird about talking to him last week on the bus between stops- that was the last time I saw him. We didn't even exchange more than pleasantries that day, but at least he smiled.

[Edited on February 12, 2007 at 2:38 AM. Reason : God, and he was so awful at driving my car when I was drunk that one night. ]

2/12/2007 2:37:31 AM

He left a link/password to his photography for people to see. He had titled this one "Time" taken in NYC.
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v331/StilettoOne/
password: cheshirecat

2/12/2007 2:39:48 AM

well, yeah it kind of is your responsibility, if you call yourself his friend, to make sure he doesn't commit sideways. I'm not calling myself the supreme emperor of the earth or anything.....




























































but no one that I'm friends with has ever shot themself in the head
also, who is talking about brining him back?
he already wasted one life. why should he brought back to waste another one?

2/12/2007 2:44:19 AM

You're such a dick.

2/12/2007 2:47:20 AM

i lost my cousin whom I was pretty much a brother to in the same way. I didn't know he was depressed until I woke up one morning with my uncle calling to ask if I had seen him. I'll never forget when I got the phone call that they found his body in the desert. No matter how much knowledge you have of a person, you never expect this type of thing from happening. So all of the people talking shit about his friends need to stop.

2/12/2007 2:51:42 AM

he's gone. we're all sorry.

2/12/2007 2:54:06 AM

Let the mourners mourn. Grief helps the living.

2/12/2007 2:56:14 AM

2/12/2007 3:02:17 AM

I would like to ask that people be respectful in this thread. Christ, I would hope people could keep it decent in Chit Chat as well, but I know that's not going to happen. This site makes me fucking sick sometimes.

2/12/2007 3:04:01 AM

Gosh, I can only imagine what his family and friends are going through--my sincerest condolences and prayers go out to all that knew Stiletto.

2/12/2007 3:11:44 AM

^.

2/12/2007 3:19:06 AM

^^

2/12/2007 3:25:51 AM

Quote :

"I would like to ask that people be respectful in this thread. Christ, I would hope people could keep it decent in Chit Chat as well, but I know that's not going to happen. This site makes me fucking sick sometimes."

well said, jon. i feel the exact same way.

2/12/2007 3:30:44 AM

yes yes yes.

let's all be respectful to the guy that had enough guts to PEACE OUT....but not enough courage to go on with his life and work things out.

yeah, I'm going to be sick to my stomach too. Respect is one thing.....honor is not.

2/12/2007 3:39:08 AM

ok how about respect his family and friends

2/12/2007 3:40:30 AM

You could resolve the situation by telling others what a fucking screwup they are, Fuchsia, so they end up like your other buddy.

Or, you can look past what's human, and try to adapt from the situation. You're not so special as the only one who knew him. He was a good guy that tried and helped anyone in a situation, reciprocate this if you're such a good apostle.

p.s: I think he posted 6 times that one day, but that's only because we talked about it on the phone, You know, not some bullshit on tww, where we pretend that we're meriting others oral sex with our words.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Judas_Iscariot

2/12/2007 3:40:46 AM

i'm failing to see the correlation btw him and judas

2/12/2007 3:42:47 AM

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2/12/2007 3:43:25 AM