me: hahahahahaha
me: the LP78 girl cracks me the fuck up
tke-teg: ah yes
tke-teg: yeah she's a friend of mine...IM'ing right now

6/7/2010 2:56:47 PM

hahahaha

6/7/2010 2:57:16 PM

i hate you all

6/7/2010 2:57:34 PM

hahahaha

6/7/2010 2:58:08 PM

90% of her replies to me are "haha". I must be lame.

6/7/2010 3:06:19 PM

i was driving to wal-mart and i passed this jr high school, nevermind....

6/7/2010 3:20:30 PM

Quote :

"i resent this statement "

well look who posted it. hehe

6/7/2010 4:19:11 PM

dinner is still probably 45mins (at least) from being done
i'm 2 beers in
i had a salad for lunch
i'll likely have another 2 beers (at least) before i eat


chances are i'll be drunk with no appetite by the time dinner is done
or i'll burn down the house

6/8/2010 7:18:57 PM

^

I used to act like that when i was depressed and lived with a psycho. In hindsight it was kind of fun .

6/8/2010 7:31:38 PM

i'm sitting at my table deciding whether or not i will cry to one of my bffs (we like to cry together)

go back to studying

or go play in traffic

i'm really unsure at this point what i want to do. although my dad told me on the phone today no suicide so i guess the traffic option is out. i guess i can put it off until tomorrow.

6/8/2010 7:35:10 PM

^^i live with (and am married to) eleusis

i'm not sure if our situations are similar or not

6/8/2010 7:40:04 PM

poor cadwal

6/8/2010 7:41:08 PM

^^

hahahaha

6/8/2010 7:42:27 PM

i hate being hyper sensitive and reading too much into things

(read = female)

[Edited on June 9, 2010 at 2:26 PM. Reason : guess that's not so much a confession... *shrug* ]

6/9/2010 2:25:32 PM

i applied for jobs in PA today

i won't get them

i don't know why i'm taking the bar in NC. i guess cause i have a rent free place to live (HOME, lol) for awhile come august so it makes the most sense to take it here and hope that i get a job and can work for awhile to save some $$$ and then move somewhere cool

but how long should i wait? if i am unemployed (real job unemployed, i will def get a retail or waitress job - at least attempt in the meantime) come november or december (which isn't unlikely AT ALL) i might be taking some of my grad money and just peacing to costa rica for a month (at least)

i guess the confession is : i really wanna get out of the south into a big ideally northeastern city

6/9/2010 11:49:22 PM

my car broke down AGAIN

What... the... fuck

6/9/2010 11:50:43 PM

I need to do less things for me and more things for other people.

6/9/2010 11:51:22 PM

i need a new drug

6/9/2010 11:53:14 PM

One that won't make you sick?

6/9/2010 11:54:31 PM

One that won't make me crash my car
Or make me feel three feet thick

6/9/2010 11:55:11 PM

I am starting to hunker down into a 'work my ass off so I'm too tired to be miserable or care about anything' phase. It's a longer-term version of something I do when shit hits the fan emotionally: I just turn it all off, withdraw, and wait for stuff to resolve without my input (if possible).

I hope this doesn't adversely effect my marriage...because I don't know if I can stop this. It's just what I know to do.

6/9/2010 11:55:21 PM

waking up with a stuffy nose is not my idea of a good time.

6/10/2010 8:00:47 AM

i recorded 12 episodes of Snapped today

6/10/2010 5:02:18 PM

i <3 snapped

________

i have a headache from crying for 45 minutes.

6/10/2010 5:03:38 PM

^i almost posted in your questions thread, asking if you'd seen any of the episodes i'd DVR'd - and then i'd have listed them all out

6/10/2010 5:04:12 PM

This flight being delayed an hour and a half (hopefully just that much ) has completely fucked up my plans tonight. I want to just go home and mope now

6/10/2010 6:44:05 PM

^i made a pitcher of tang! does that at least make you ?

6/10/2010 6:47:47 PM

^ I want some of your tang.

6/10/2010 6:50:09 PM

A little bit

6/10/2010 6:50:25 PM

There's a lot of loud people outside my window

Its almost 1am, go to bed. You're supposed to be studying for exams you stupid fucks

6/10/2010 6:50:42 PM

want me to spike your tang when you get home?

6/10/2010 6:50:54 PM

Naaaaa. Hopefully I'll be home by 11 at this rate I won't want to drink.

6/10/2010 6:56:12 PM

that sucks

6/10/2010 6:56:59 PM

i was dating this guy a few years back and we used to play scrabble online

i would cheat when we played to impress him with my skillz

he had a commitment issue so it never went anywhere. but i never told anyone that i cheated when we played.

6/10/2010 6:58:40 PM

i will probably be jobless in a month

its pretty stressful

6/10/2010 7:00:07 PM

my fridge has been broken for like 3 weeks. and i haven't cleaned it out since it broke

i just haven't opened it

there's not that much in there - a ton of condiments (dressing, salsa, etc), some blackberries, maybe a thing of milk

the fridge man is supposed to come tomorrow but never called to confirm. i need to clean it out though incase he shows up. but it is probably going to smell

and i hope there is nothing in there i completely forgot about. like eggs. i'm pretty sure there isn't but what if there is ahhhhh.

6/10/2010 7:02:08 PM

I know I'm "too kinky" for some people.

This used to bother me, just because it further reduced the available pool of potential fuckmates.

Not so much any more. The kinky stuff is that important to me, I've realized. It's got to happen.

6/15/2010 12:02:36 AM

I'm afraid of what might happen when everything is said and done

6/15/2010 1:38:12 AM

I would like a rewind and a fast forward button for life

6/15/2010 1:38:57 AM

i dont know if i can handle this, and it isn't even my life

6/15/2010 1:42:47 AM

i have plenty of confessions that i'm not willing to confess

6/15/2010 1:58:06 AM

Quote :

"I would like a rewind and a fast forward button for life "

me too. or just a delete/erase button. there are some things i would like to have no memory of

and i would definitely like to FF through this next month right now.

oh...duh, i actually came in here to confess something but got distracted by misha's confession.

yea. i don't know whats wrong with me but i don't think i'll ever be happy again. that is my confession. and its not for lack of trying. i don't sit around in bed all day and cry like i used to. i exercise. i've been attempting to eat healthy. i take vitamin supplements. but...it hasn't at all made a difference in the way i feel like i hoped. and like its advertised. whatever. i guess doing shit and being sad is better than not doing shit and being sad. at least i'm doing something.

[Edited on June 15, 2010 at 2:02 AM. Reason : .]

6/15/2010 1:59:26 AM

Quote :

"there are some things i would like to have no memory of"

that's why god science invented alcohol

[Edited on June 15, 2010 at 2:00 AM. Reason : re-re]

6/15/2010 2:00:29 AM

unfortunately i can't drink enough to make my shit disappear

i already tried like a year ago.

6/15/2010 2:01:15 AM

i need some tits in my life

6/15/2010 2:06:50 AM

I really can't stand the fact that I am an insane over-analyzer

6/15/2010 2:18:44 AM

I'm really tired of being unemployed and I'm ready to focus on one thing again

6/15/2010 2:23:15 AM

lol wrong confession thread

[Edited on June 15, 2010 at 2:52 AM. Reason : a]

6/15/2010 2:25:27 AM

i wish i could just be content

unfortunately that is a word that in my life i have never been even BEFORE the bad stuff happened. i'm always restless. every time i start something new, after like 5 seconds i'm looking ahead to the next thing (which leads to lots of quitting - its not really quitting because i'm not like "I QUIT." i just find something else i like better. its more like i leave projects and ideas unfinished. some i eventually come back to though). but a career is super daunting. like i don't know how i'm supposed to find a job when i don't want a career. i want jobs. i'm down with working but...i can't and don't want to do one thing for the next 20 years of my life.


^ whoa

[Edited on June 15, 2010 at 2:28 AM. Reason : .]

6/15/2010 2:28:28 AM

^ heh I can relate to that.

6/15/2010 2:29:38 AM