I should rewrite this script - but I kind of feel like eating ice cream and watching Ellen.....

7/27/2011 5:39:59 PM

jiminy crickets, is this give jason a hard time day? whats with everyone getting all riled up

7/27/2011 5:41:10 PM

i''m pooped

7/27/2011 5:53:08 PM

and why does everyone wanna haggle over price today? zomg

7/27/2011 6:03:59 PM

zombieeeeeeeeees!!

7/27/2011 7:02:18 PM

and this dang goirl, she strying to get to itil expert and she's driving me batty, she worries and nitpicks over every little thing

7/27/2011 7:24:09 PM

My Google docs are not letting me type anything. Otherwise they function just fine, but not being able to type is a bit of a hindrance.

7/27/2011 7:43:14 PM

awesome for dumping my bike :-/

7/27/2011 7:43:38 PM

i need to find a place to crash in NYC on Aug 3rd

7/27/2011 7:49:25 PM

my knee hurts when i sit down/lay down, but not when i am standing. what is wrong with me?

[Edited on July 27, 2011 at 8:11 PM. Reason : durrr]

7/27/2011 8:10:44 PM

Damn this summer cold, this is not metal.

7/27/2011 8:27:37 PM

God dammit...people moved out downstairs...now three weeks later they've decided that since they made an extra key they can fucking come back and run around screaming.

Police time.

7/27/2011 9:18:11 PM

Baby #2 will be here in March '12!

7/27/2011 9:44:34 PM

Le sigh

7/27/2011 9:51:19 PM

fucking breeders

7/27/2011 9:51:40 PM

Gotta love it when your bf just disappears without a trace, car still at the house, alarm set, won't answer texts. fun fun

7/27/2011 10:01:48 PM

Are you a bitch?

7/27/2011 10:05:33 PM

^^^Check my status name.

7/27/2011 10:09:59 PM

What if someone cant breed?

7/27/2011 10:11:41 PM

some days are good, and some days i can't stop thinking about her... i guess its only been a few weeks, but its tough

7/27/2011 10:14:35 PM

now i feel like a douche.

7/27/2011 10:15:33 PM

7/27/2011 10:17:06 PM

normally i tune out all the woodsy noises i guess

it is weird when i realize how loud those frogs/crickets/whatevers are. loud loud loud. i can hear you. in my house. with my fan on.

outside is even louder. it is super loud out thurrr.

7/27/2011 10:52:30 PM

agggggggggh! catching up on House.

7/27/2011 10:54:17 PM

^^^OMG!! That is insane!

7/27/2011 11:47:17 PM

What they don't tell you is that's a hernia.

7/27/2011 11:48:06 PM

It's okay in the day I'm staying busy
Tied up enough so I don't have to wonder where is he
Got so sick of crying
So just lately
When I catch myself I do a 180
I stay up clean the house
At least I'm not drinking
Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content
That everyone gets
Just disappears soon as the sun sets

This face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone

If I was my heart
I'd rather be restless
The second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless
This ache in my chest
As my day is done now
The dark covers me and I cannot run now
My blood running cold
I stand before him
It's all I can do to assure him
When he comes to me
I drip for him tonight
Drowning in me we bathe under blue light

His face in my dreams seizes my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked in soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
Moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone

7/28/2011 12:17:16 AM

Tempted to slip out of bed and go somewhere

7/28/2011 12:27:24 AM

are you feeling restless

[Edited on July 28, 2011 at 12:28 AM. Reason : i get that sometimes]

7/28/2011 12:28:03 AM

^^i get that a lot, but i can never think of anywhere to go.

7/28/2011 12:30:40 AM

i used to go for a walk and a smoke

now i just stare at the ceiling

7/28/2011 12:31:27 AM

I want to go to neptunes and listen to music but I don't want to go alone

And yup... Feeling very restless.

7/28/2011 12:32:50 AM

man why am i still up...

7/28/2011 12:34:04 AM

Should have kept him awake more today bc I think imma be paying for it

And we have such a big day ahead

7/28/2011 12:34:04 AM

I hate going places alone. That's probably why I never go anywhere.

7/28/2011 12:34:06 AM

I mean I guess I could go by myself but I don't want to be "that girl"

7/28/2011 12:36:04 AM

At least you're pretty enough to not feel too bad about being "that girl."

7/28/2011 12:37:56 AM

i, too, have a complex about going places alone

except movies because it's mostly dark

[Edited on July 28, 2011 at 12:38 AM. Reason : and coffee shops because a lot of other people are alone]

7/28/2011 12:38:11 AM

Well, beauty is in the eye of the beholder.. If that even fits here I personally don't think I'm pretty enough to go alone

Yeah movies don't bother me too much... Definitely not coffee houses. I don't mind going to a lot of places alone if it's a place that doesn't make it obvious you're alone but "shouldn't" be alone. Like a museum.. I'll go alone in a heart beat. But a restaurant or bar, I feel awkward. :/

7/28/2011 12:43:27 AM

i am tempted to go premie just so i can read the **** **** thread

7/28/2011 12:46:01 AM

That's really weird to me.


I spent so many years alone that it doesn't bother me at all.

7/28/2011 12:47:41 AM

as long as i have a book to read, i'm ok with being alone. however, most places you'd go at nearly 1 am aren't places you'd whip a book out at.

7/28/2011 12:48:56 AM

Who doesn't read books at the bar?

7/28/2011 12:49:53 AM

I think the reason I'm afraid to go alone is that I don't like strangers talking to me

7/28/2011 12:50:25 AM

Not having TV is driving me absolutely insane.

I wonder if I can get satellite installed in this apartment.

7/28/2011 12:51:16 AM

LOL I used to hit up Waffle House around this time when I lived in VA Beach with a book. Sometimes even a comic book. I'd chainsmoke over some covered and diced hashbrowns, enjoy whatever I was reading, and just go about my business.

Though I could see the difference if I were female. Nobody said a word to me because I'm a guy, I suppose.

7/28/2011 12:51:38 AM

Quote :

"Not having TV is driving me absolutely insane. I wonder if I can get satellite installed in this apartment"

I had one DVD for the first two weeks on my new apartment, and I watched The Usual Suspects about 12 times.

7/28/2011 12:52:04 AM

I also fll asleep easily when reading sooooooo I usually go to places that would keep me awake if I were alone

But for real, I don't even like someone making small talk with me at the grocery store (unless it's like a clerk or something)

7/28/2011 12:53:07 AM

Quote :

"I don't like strangers talking to me"

Me either. But I'm usually convinced strangers are talking to me in order to fuck with me.

7/28/2011 12:54:11 AM

Quote :

" I had one DVD for the first two weeks on my new apartment, and I watched The Usual Suspects about 12 times."

LOL, at least its a decent movie.

7/28/2011 12:55:30 AM