i don't feel like myself right now. i'm numb/shocked/depressed/whatever. part of me wants to be an attention whore on facebook in hopes it'll give me closure, the other half knows it'll do no good. i think i treated her better than she's ever been treated before, i don't think i did any wrong, and i still get broken up with.






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12/29/2011 1:33:47 AM

let it go son

12/29/2011 1:44:25 AM

working on it. i just feel like i was hit by a mack truck and torn a little bit. left with all the typical: am I not good enough? did i really not do anything wrong? i'd at least like something to learn from this mess.

12/29/2011 1:57:12 AM

relationships are complex...there is no right or wrong answers to your typical questions

12/29/2011 2:12:37 AM

i know. it just sucks. i need to think about anything else. i need to stop shaking. i need to pull it together. i need to not give a fuck.

12/29/2011 2:20:43 AM

12/29/2011 2:22:20 AM

you gonna get dizzy

12/29/2011 3:15:24 AM

Ugh... I'm exhausted

12/29/2011 7:03:18 AM

Morning

12/29/2011 8:04:20 AM

Why do people see a cop and immediately slam on brakes to slow down to 15 or 20 below the speed limit?

12/29/2011 8:05:19 AM

BigNiceGuy ITT

12/29/2011 8:28:09 AM

^^ haha were we driving down the same road this morning because I was also raging about this on my way into work.

12/29/2011 8:35:15 AM

Baby jail looks awesome. Need one more set of foam letters though.

12/29/2011 8:39:31 AM

http://www.cnn.com/video/?hpt=hp_c2#/video/world/2011/12/25/gps-witw-samoa.cnn

12/29/2011 8:53:32 AM

^interesting....


I hate when I become an emotional drunk

12/29/2011 9:09:51 AM

I'm nervous.

12/29/2011 9:12:51 AM

The only emotion I get when drunk is happy. Or sleepy.

12/29/2011 9:15:31 AM

I think a spider bit me. I will now be entering into an absolute freak out mode

12/29/2011 9:17:59 AM

I should've told her to fuck off.

12/29/2011 9:26:20 AM

always

12/29/2011 9:31:28 AM

Soooooo hungry

12/29/2011 9:32:22 AM

Being here this long serves to remind me what being here unemployed for 8 months was like....in almost every way imaginable.


....except I can afford the jack daniels this time.

Oh, and I get to go back to my job on monday and am here by choice.

[Edited on December 29, 2011 at 9:44 AM. Reason : here for here ]

12/29/2011 9:41:38 AM

^Haha, every time I go home I think about how glad I am that I can leave.

12/29/2011 9:42:53 AM

Dammit I think I really am getting sick again

12/29/2011 9:46:27 AM

^^Yeah, its a big deal.

Doesn't mean this place isn't soul crushing

12/29/2011 9:47:06 AM

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

I keep finding photos of me from the bowl game on facebook...I didn't think I took any that day.

Damnit I was a hot mess

12/29/2011 10:33:02 AM

need to go back to soft boil eggs and toast for breakfast, this quinoa with cinnamon and applesauce isn't as tasty and filling as I thought it would be.

12/29/2011 10:42:49 AM

I kind of want to watch the game again and see if I got on TV, but then again meh

I got on a little bit once in the crowd and i was in one of the publicity shots for a formal event that the coaches did, but I'm not sure if those were on TV

12/29/2011 10:48:32 AM

YOU'RE FAMOUS!!!!!!!!!

12/29/2011 11:00:03 AM

Is it 5 yet?

12/29/2011 11:00:35 AM

Almost

12/29/2011 11:04:10 AM

Here I am hoping someone is just asleep.

What a scrub

12/29/2011 11:19:37 AM

I knew this was coming....

LIKE A BOSS

12/29/2011 1:45:50 PM

sweet mother of fuck my sister is so tone deaf

my ears

12/29/2011 1:46:42 PM

Quote :

"MOTHER OF FUCK"

12/29/2011 1:47:09 PM

I want to post pictures of my dress EVERYWHERE!


but it's not actually mine yet


and I shouldn't post pictures even after I buy it


but it is SOOOOOO pretty

12/29/2011 1:53:41 PM

^ooo I wanna see! Send me a pic!

12/29/2011 1:55:18 PM

email sent!

12/29/2011 2:04:20 PM

Even though I know Ensign Sito Jaxa dies, I still cry when it happens.

12/29/2011 2:14:04 PM

12/29/2011 2:15:21 PM

we haven't gotten any mail in at least a week and a half

12/29/2011 2:17:09 PM

At Cameron village. My plans for the afternoon all fell through

12/29/2011 2:47:32 PM

Damn, mom got her gift early and won't have anything to open when she gets here this weekend. Now i have to get her and my dad extra gifts

12/29/2011 3:17:21 PM

i am not getting sick
i am not getting sick
i am not getting sick
i am not getting sick
i am not getting sick
i am not getting sick
i am not getting sick
i am not getting sick
i am not getting sick
i am not getting sick

12/29/2011 3:40:40 PM

i just fell asleep at my desk for a split second. this day could not get any longer. holy hell

12/29/2011 3:57:47 PM

^How do you survive in the Rocky Mount area without going insane?

12/29/2011 4:01:30 PM

i grew up here & don't like going to bars/clubs/out/being around crowds of people i don't know (i don't drink at all). i'm married, pregnant, and most of my family lives here. if we need something that target doesn't have, we go to raleigh or order on amazon.



[Edited on December 29, 2011 at 4:06 PM. Reason : ]

12/29/2011 4:04:55 PM

wow I just read BigEgo's post at the top of the page this was the girl from Charlotte, right? that sucks

12/29/2011 4:09:59 PM

I mean, I grew up in Tarboro, and know what its all about. I just can't seem to find anything to do during the day. Plus I think this place stunts me emotionally.

But then again I live in DC now and I am not a fan of it...

..FOREVER ALONE...

12/29/2011 4:10:03 PM

i work during the day. we end up heading to raleigh 1-2 times a month, either for shopping or umstead or something. i do wish we had more outdoorsy activities around these parts though. the tar & the reservoir are nice during the summer, but i really want trails/hiking/trail running type stuff. that boardwalk they built along the tar is too dangerous.

12/29/2011 4:17:16 PM