I'm hungry ALL the time.

1/10/2008 4:46:40 PM

needles . . . fuc'm.

1/10/2008 4:47:11 PM

I've typed out 50 different things I've wanted to say and deleted them all because of pride


I'm liable to be out of here by next week(I wish I could promise that)


thank god there is a sat phone on the boat I'm calling today


just call me Tully Mars

[Edited on January 11, 2008 at 7:48 AM. Reason : pride vs reality and common sense... I'm out of pride]

1/11/2008 7:43:35 AM

I thought I had class at 9. But my first one is really at 10:15.

1/11/2008 9:29:40 AM

i like almonds to the point they taste like cashews now...and like cashews i want to eat the whole thing

which is like 1800 calories

1/12/2008 12:15:41 AM

I came really close to selling everything I own except for my guns and fishing poles today


but I'll be a little more patient and at least wait for a couple more weeks til I can be 100% sure that I will have a job until I have my real job down there

1/12/2008 5:41:13 AM

In the day
In the night
Say it right
Say it all
You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
There's a hole in the plan

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
Do you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you couldn't mean anything to me

I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault
I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark
I can't say that I don't know that I am alive
And all of what I feel I could show
You tonite you tonite

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
Do you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you couldn't mean anything to me

From my hands I could give you
Something that I made
From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid
From my body I could show you a place God knows
You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?

1/12/2008 8:55:15 AM

I was really tempted to wear pajamas to work today (because I'll be there alone) and the only reason I'm not going to is because I'm meeting Christine for dinner right afterwards.

1/12/2008 9:02:34 AM

^You should have.

I'm not even showering before work today, simply because I don't feel like dealing with my hair.

1/12/2008 10:09:02 AM

eww

1/12/2008 10:24:10 AM

I beat to your pics.

1/12/2008 10:28:30 AM

Instead of getting ready for work, I'm processing pictures

And it's making me happy, even though if I don't stop soon, I won't get coffee or breakfast before work.

1/12/2008 10:46:01 AM

once again i have no motivation

1/12/2008 3:48:15 PM

i ate some salad today

if you really really know me you know thats a big deal

1/12/2008 4:58:35 PM

there are peoples at my house and im in my room on here...




they aren't here for me anyways

[Edited on January 13, 2008 at 12:41 AM. Reason : ]

1/13/2008 12:41:15 AM

i'm drinkin by myself and playin online poker

1/13/2008 1:49:02 AM

i bought some gator grip at walmart but it doesnt untighten bolts unless you have a drill apparently

1/13/2008 1:52:42 AM

I pawned a bunch of shit for drugs

1/13/2008 3:47:02 AM

from another thread

Quote :

"I missed out on getting it on with a good number of girls that I really wish I'd done when I had the chance. It happened without fail every time I liked a girl and tried to play it cool. I therefore resolved to never turn down sex with a girl I wanted and intended to have sex with. Gotta strike while the iron is hot. Then if things don't work out, well, at least you got to sleep with her."

1/13/2008 5:35:19 AM

i hear in my mind
all these voices
i hear in my mind
all these words
i hear in my mind
all of this music

and it breaks my heart

1/13/2008 10:48:28 AM

I like that song.

Wrong thread btw.

1/13/2008 10:52:09 AM

me, too.

this is exactly the thread i meant to post in, kthx.

1/13/2008 10:53:27 AM

^ i like that song. i knew i recognized the lyrics, but i had to google them. heh...

1/13/2008 11:26:21 AM

i am strangely enamored with myself.

1/13/2008 11:28:44 AM

1/13/2008 11:39:47 AM

haha theres nothing strange about that. ive been that way since i was 13.

1/13/2008 11:40:52 AM

i only remember the names of girls id like to fuck.


or rather, when i meet them, and if i imagine how it would be like to have sex with them, i remember their name.

1/13/2008 11:45:01 AM

damn

1/13/2008 8:01:33 PM

I am incredibly paranoid. It's awful

1/13/2008 8:30:31 PM

I can't believe how ready I was to give up my life, and how I let myself be fooled into thinking he gave a damn about me.

1/13/2008 10:09:29 PM

Kiwi just upped the emo ante for page 36.

1/13/2008 10:14:48 PM

^^got dumped?

1/13/2008 10:16:47 PM

i cant eat and i cant sleep

because i'm trying to figure out and understand mortgages

closing on a house in 28 days and i'm still deciding between 3 lenders

1/13/2008 10:19:13 PM

^ which sure makes figuring out where I'm renting next seem like a picnic... can't afford a downpayment thanks to random and late rental payments by the roommate and his $800 Siberian apartment destroyer

1/13/2008 10:23:59 PM

i never actually took those naps


i just layed there thinking


and wondering how can i get warm with out having to turn the heat on

1/13/2008 10:28:12 PM

i'm taking nyquil to sleep tonight

the dude who was going to buy my car just called and backed out. my movers come in 2 days & i told them there was no car to pack

can it be feb 15 yet??

1/13/2008 11:55:09 PM

^yall people here love you some sleeping AID, just warm a glass of milk add honey, thats all you ned

1/13/2008 11:57:03 PM

I think right now, I'm worried about more of my friends simultaneously than I ever have been.

Conversely, right now, more friends are concerned with my well-being than ever before.

<3

1/14/2008 12:09:29 AM

i ain't worried about shit

1/14/2008 12:11:04 AM

friend



<3

1/14/2008 12:12:23 AM

get em dancing pinapple thread is about to crash my computer, but tis ok cuz i like the music

1/14/2008 12:14:32 AM

This is the first time I've entered this thread... it's a lot like the "What are you thinking about" thread, only more pessimistic and a little depressing.

1/14/2008 12:16:26 AM

Quote :

"I think right now, I'm worried about more of my friends simultaneously than I ever have been. Conversely, right now, more friends are concerned with my well-being than ever before. <3"

<3 all in one. -> super sap over here.

1/14/2008 1:19:02 AM

this feels more wrong that it should

1/14/2008 2:28:23 AM

I care about everyone in my life a lot less than they care about me...I can't care deeply about people for some reason...this goes for friends, family and relationships

1/14/2008 11:48:16 AM

^i'm kinda similar...i think the fact that i'm an only child makes me care about myself way more than others

1/14/2008 7:57:17 PM

1/14/2008 8:01:51 PM

wow

1/14/2008 8:02:50 PM

i had sex with kiwi today on yanthemans bed

1/14/2008 11:10:28 PM

You wish!

1/14/2008 11:11:39 PM