i miss my ex

[Edited on April 16, 2008 at 2:37 AM. Reason : oh, and ]

4/16/2008 2:36:30 AM

ill be your new ex

4/16/2008 2:38:00 AM

haha...we need ice cream first

4/16/2008 2:39:15 AM

ya just needa holla atcha boi

[Edited on April 16, 2008 at 2:45 AM. Reason : was that English?]

4/16/2008 2:45:24 AM

yeah, i'll be totally holding my breath waiting for you to get back with me on the ice cream thing!

^yeah thats like anglo-ebonics. that counts in 2008

4/16/2008 3:11:23 AM

i've been waiting for that

4/16/2008 9:43:32 AM

her affair is ruining our friendship and i fucken can't take it

4/17/2008 12:46:27 AM

i post stalk my bf on tww

4/17/2008 12:58:58 AM

it's 8:30 a.m.

i'm at work

and i'm still a little drunk from last night

4/17/2008 8:32:18 AM

For some reason as of late, my life has been feeling less and less hopeless each day.

4/17/2008 9:05:36 AM

it's a great feeling isn't it?

4/17/2008 9:07:16 AM

I'd still prefer to not get my hopes up, but it is nice to not feel like dog shit all the time.

4/17/2008 9:08:01 AM

i stole the last of my gf's crullers...but she thinks she ate the last one and now she's disappointed this morning

oh well, it was good

4/17/2008 9:08:50 AM

here are some words of inspiration....they help me all time....i have them as AIM away messages and i'll read them if i ever need a pick me up...some of them are very religious and if that's not your thing then i apologize but they do my soul good...

Quote :

"A merry heart does good like medicine, but a broken spirit dries the bones."

one of my personal favorites...

Quote :

"Sometimes all it takes to put yourself in a good mood is to choose to be in it. "

Quote :

"In life, God doesn't give you the people you want. Instead He gives you the people you need, to teach you, to hurt you, to love you and to make you exactly the way you should be"

Quote :

"Sometimes you have to take things the way they are, not the way you want them to be or the way they could have been, because sometimes it turns out that what you thought you really wanted is nothing compared to what you get..."

Quote :

"If dreams are worth chasing, and goals are worth seeking, then risks are worth chancing and pain is worth taking...."

Quote :

"No sweeping exits or no off stage lines could make me feel bitter or treat you unkind...."

Quote :

"Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles..... it empties today of its strength..."

Quote :

"NO BAD DAYS! "

Quote :

"Bad dreams don't have to lead to bad days..."

Quote :

"Don't worry about anything; instead, pray about everything; tell God your needs, and don't forget to thank him for his answers. ~Phillip.4:16"

Quote :

"It's just knowing where you stand in God's universal plan that's the secret to that blessed peace of mind..."

Quote :

"They believe that tomorrow will surely be better than yesterday, and today is pretty interesting."

Quote :

"For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all of your heart. ~Jeremiah 29:11-13"

Quote :

"It's getting better all the time...."

Quote :

"It feels so good feeling good again...."

Quote :

"I am just what I am, I won't apologize..."

and this is coming from a girl that had an arsenal of depressing ass song lyrics to post just a few short years ago...

[Edited on April 17, 2008 at 9:28 AM. Reason : dsfg]

4/17/2008 9:27:44 AM

I wouldn't say I was particularly happy nor would I say I was sad or depressed right now. I'm just coasting along, which I think is a good thing, considering I've felt much worse in the past.

4/17/2008 10:41:46 AM

i attributed three women hitting on me yesterday to the jeans i was wearing in a conversation i had last night with someone.


it was one of those moments where you say something, stop.. put down the beer, and realize how much your life has changed

4/17/2008 10:44:38 AM

^is that when you realized you had become a full fledged homo?

4/17/2008 10:46:37 AM

durhurhur

4/17/2008 10:52:50 AM

4/17/2008 10:53:56 AM

i probably shouldn't admit this...but

last night i was pretty drunk and trying to line something up....via text....or so i thought...

i logged in to tww this morning only to find out i was actually sending pm's....


i mean...i don't even have the person's number so i don't know why i thought i was texting them...haha

4/17/2008 3:04:11 PM

^ thats awesome

4/17/2008 3:05:09 PM

i amaze myself at the dumb shit i do sometimes

4/17/2008 3:10:10 PM

that's not just dumb, that's impressive...ly dumb.

4/17/2008 3:10:44 PM

i don't know which i'm more concerned about...

the fact that i was pm'ing on tww and thought i was texting...

or that i was trying to line something up with tdubber

4/17/2008 3:12:50 PM

oooo i'd go with the latter on that one

4/17/2008 3:13:22 PM

I'm eating fresh pineapple right now. It's like crack, and even though I'm broke and they're $5/each, I intend to get another ASAP.

4/17/2008 3:14:43 PM

I always feel more randy when I wear a skirt. I'm also more flirty too.

4/17/2008 3:14:57 PM

Ouch.

The downside to pineapple? It tears my lips and mouth up.

4/17/2008 3:24:31 PM

i'm incredibly reckless

but incredibly faithful.

4/17/2008 3:25:16 PM

All I want to do with my life is watch TV and movies, read, travel, and generally do nothing all day. I have no desire to be anything other than a wealthy playboy. I feel like crying every time I find out I haven't won the lottery because it means I have to go back to the office instead of back to bed.

4/17/2008 3:39:32 PM

I could NEVER have a lifestyle like that.

Of all the things in that list, 'travel' is the only one that I could see myself doing all the time...but then I'd get somewhere, and wanna do shit like start clinics, schools, or other social programs.

Which leads me to another confession, of sorts: I have longed wanted to make a 'career' out of volunteer/NPO work.

4/17/2008 3:43:28 PM

i had another painful dream last night

4/17/2008 4:24:00 PM

i let my roomates dog sleep with me in my bed earlier

4/17/2008 7:42:59 PM

I've only been on disability and out of work for 4 days, and I'm already bored to death.

[Edited on April 17, 2008 at 7:45 PM. Reason : edi]

4/17/2008 7:45:36 PM

What are you on disability for?

4/17/2008 7:46:24 PM

Shoulder surgery.

4/17/2008 7:47:11 PM

I used to think wheel of fortune was the dumbest, and easiest gameshow around, but I see they,ve managed to dumb it down even more.

4/17/2008 7:48:33 PM

my buddy just called me from duke hospital

he's in ICU after his brain surgery

i had no idea until just now

4/17/2008 7:49:14 PM

well, at least he's able to talk, it could be worse. I hope he gets better.

4/17/2008 7:50:07 PM

thanks, i appreciate that.

4/17/2008 7:50:54 PM

okay 1) i JUST realized that i'm an idiot and posted a 3 at the top of this page and it's page 68...wow



and 2) i'm a fucking loser b/c i just logged onto tww before i went to bed again

4/18/2008 3:09:42 AM

1. I... don't

2. I sit on the couch & watch tv with my laptop logged on to tww

[Edited on April 18, 2008 at 8:15 AM. Reason : .]

4/18/2008 8:15:01 AM

I sent some dirty dirty text messages last night apparently

oops

4/18/2008 8:22:19 AM

i want to put my penis in a girls butt

4/18/2008 8:22:45 AM

I have put my penis in a girls butt

4/18/2008 8:24:53 AM

^^^i didn't get one


^i have had a penis in my butt....very briefly....i refuse to have another one there

4/18/2008 8:31:57 AM

4/18/2008 8:32:33 AM

haha

i'll send you a copy of some of them, maybe..they're funny reading them now

and the 'OH MY GOD GET IT OUT GET IT OUT' expression is pretty hilarious

4/18/2008 8:33:41 AM

haha...yeah...

it's sort like

OH MY GOD! GET IT OUT! GET IT OUT!

4/18/2008 8:44:05 AM

he did it wrong then

4/18/2008 8:44:51 AM