i just know i find myself always seeing how others could live better when i myself cant yet get myself on solid ground

4/21/2008 3:45:22 AM

that's true...


i can always give other people advice that i myself should be taking

4/21/2008 3:46:09 AM

im sick of hearing it.

4/21/2008 7:23:04 AM

i'm a male cheerleader

and i dont even get off on upskirts

4/21/2008 7:44:45 AM

the most stable relationship i've had in years (like 5)...

is with a man i've never met...that i have nothing in common with...and probably wouldn't like very much if i actually had be around him on a regular basis...

4/21/2008 2:21:07 PM

I'm addicted to asian women, and I have no desire to stop any time soon...

4/21/2008 2:27:49 PM

after seeing this picture...i have to confess...1994 was an awful year....on so many levels...

4/21/2008 2:47:23 PM

oh my god

4/21/2008 2:47:50 PM

dude in the middle looks like a retarded chipper jones

4/21/2008 2:48:02 PM

when i first saw that picture i laughed....a lot...

then i started remembering that night....and i'm sitting at my desk about to cry....


it was, quite possibly, the saddest time in my life...

4/21/2008 3:00:31 PM

this evening has just been a little too much for my nerves to handle

4/21/2008 6:52:53 PM

Whenever I find out a woman is named Regina, for an instant, I assume shes a lesbian.

4/21/2008 8:51:09 PM

i once picked a piece of shit over somebody i loved very much....and i paid for it dearly 14 years ago....i still pay for it every day of my life...

now it's happening to me and there is nothing i can do about it....and much like the one i loved back then, it's just easier to let him deal with the bullshit now, and not cause any problems, and hope that he figures it all out, without doing anything to make him hate me...that way when it all comes crashes down i'll still be here for him....

i just hope he doesn't make the same mistake i did and have to learn the lesson the way i did...

4/21/2008 9:21:54 PM

seems like you didn't learn much if you got yourself into a similar situation.

4/21/2008 9:24:54 PM

no...i'm the one that got shitted on in this case


[Edited on April 21, 2008 at 9:29 PM. Reason : you can't stop something like that from happening when you don't know it's happening]

4/21/2008 9:25:33 PM

you always lose the girl in a Brian Wilson world

4/21/2008 9:27:36 PM

Quote :

"in all honesty my BFF died when I was 15... i haven't gotten that close to anybody since then [/donnie downer]"

and this is exactly what happens when you do

4/21/2008 9:32:02 PM

he probably wont learn anything at all from this


especially if there are no consequences for his actions


men are toe jam...

they throw away the good things in their lives all too quickly



because someone is always left to pick up the pieces

[Edited on April 21, 2008 at 9:33 PM. Reason : and get shat upon again]

4/21/2008 9:32:33 PM

nvm...

this isn't for tww...

4/21/2008 9:35:22 PM

hey you women do the exact same thing

i've been shitted on myself

4/21/2008 9:35:45 PM

this isn't a bf...

let's just clear that up

4/21/2008 9:36:20 PM

parsons, I know, man

4/21/2008 9:36:44 PM

"friends" like to take huge shits on their "friends" too

4/21/2008 9:37:12 PM

Shit just got real, yo.

4/21/2008 9:49:04 PM

i'm going to say this and then i'm going to bed...

i usually try to avoid being all emo and whiney...especially on tww...because it's just not the place to bring your personal life...

and had this situation arisen any other day i would have been pissed off...said "fuck him..he's got to live with her old hateful ass, not me"...bitched about it for a day or two and gotten over it....

but i was REPEATEDLY reminded of the "BFF that died when i was 15" today, as I have been often lately...which is something I am never prepared for....and every time I'm forced to think about it, I'm forced to remember (and admit) why things happened the way they did....

and it's not all that different from this situation....which, in turn, has caused me to project one upon the other today, even though they are mutually exclusive and happened 15 years apart...

it's just a coincidence that both of these things came up today....and just goes to show me that it takes a lot of hard work and effort to remember all the good things and not dwell on the bad things....and you never know when those demons will come back to haunt you...even if it's only for a very short time...

[/emo/crazy/silly feelings bullshit]

[Edited on April 21, 2008 at 9:54 PM. Reason : asdf]

4/21/2008 9:50:34 PM

i feel you, i hope it gets better soon for you

4/21/2008 9:54:00 PM

hey man, i really hope you are a star.

4/21/2008 9:57:09 PM

^^^PM

4/21/2008 9:58:23 PM

Quote :

"half the time i have no idea what you're thinking and you seem content to keep me in the dark"

4/21/2008 10:47:55 PM

seems like livingproof is such a drama queen

4/21/2008 10:49:23 PM

i was being a crazy girl a couple of days ago & i kept myself from acting on it

miracle!

4/22/2008 12:12:59 AM

It's so close to the end of the semester, I can't be arsed with any of my remaining work.

4/22/2008 12:19:08 AM

man, i said the wrong damned thing to her

must have been what i was surely feeling / thinking inside though

it needed to be said

but i felt bad for saying it

4/22/2008 12:23:38 AM

i was accused of being a player tonight



i found it offensive, and yet, i'm somewhat proud.

4/22/2008 12:25:13 AM

I'M BACK BITCHES!

4/22/2008 6:08:26 AM

^^ lol, I don't care anymore really


whatever impression someone gets of me is more than likely the one I intended them to have

4/22/2008 6:10:57 AM

sometimes a nights sleep is all you need to improve your outlook on life...

the sun was going to come up today with or without me (well it's cloudy, but you get my drift)....it was up to me whether I was coming up with it or not....

4/22/2008 8:40:33 AM

I'm horribly stressed, depressed, upset, and mopey right now


It is not a state I enjoy.

4/22/2008 9:34:46 AM

^After Friday I will have zero dollar bucks, and several bills to pay.

4/22/2008 9:35:49 AM

...and shit like that is playing a major part in how I feel right now

4/22/2008 9:36:25 AM

I'm participating in one day of Earth Week on campus, but I'm really not that into it.

http://www.ncsu.edu/earthday/

4/22/2008 9:44:06 AM

Im in DH Hill trying to do work that is due tonight, but I can't concentrate or focus or make myself do anything.




Also there is a warrant out for my arrest for failure to appear in court, and I'm driving with a suspended license.

4/22/2008 9:52:27 AM

I always put too much worchestshire in my deviled eggs

4/22/2008 3:25:56 PM

Whoops, it's happening. I'm falling.

4/22/2008 4:17:57 PM

4/22/2008 4:42:14 PM

i love his stuff ^

4/22/2008 4:44:52 PM

^^Really interesting guy. I wrote a 9 page paper about him in high school.

4/22/2008 4:46:35 PM

When he gets back from Germany we're going to talk and settle everything- and if he feels the same way I do, we're going to elope.

4/22/2008 5:44:07 PM

what?


jesus christ girl

4/22/2008 5:56:51 PM

set em up

4/22/2008 11:07:28 PM