I have a gf that I really like and has all the signs of being it, but I am still head over heels in love with 2 other girls and I dunno what I'd do if I had to choose

6/6/2008 6:11:07 AM

^ shit like that... you have to keep to yourself man.

6/6/2008 6:14:00 AM

I don't give a fuck yo, not that many people know me on here, and none of them post here


I got nobody on here to impress

6/6/2008 6:14:58 AM

true... its good to let shit out but some of it is better kept to yourself.


the wrong person might end up reading shit you post on here.

6/6/2008 6:16:56 AM

6/6/2008 8:32:53 AM

Quote :

"I keep quiet more than I would like to. I'm going to start changing that. People already think I'm a bitch, and that doesn't bother me, and my bf doesn't like it when I call people out sometimes, but goddamn, obviously, no one says anything to these fuckers, and we see what a great effect that has "

Well, at least you got the fact that people think you're a bitch. But butting into others' business and calling them out won't get you any respect.

Of course, you're probably like "so what?" so it doesn't matter.

6/7/2008 8:46:02 PM

When you reply to my posts the way you did just now, do you think I give a damn?

Or are you replying because you just can't help yourself?

6/7/2008 8:54:00 PM

i dont think its all that hot out

6/8/2008 2:48:11 AM

I can't decide who I have a bigger celebrity crush on: Jon Stewart or Mike Rowe.

6/8/2008 2:50:31 PM

I had sexual intercourse with a certain user on TWW who shall remain nameless. While having sex with her, the conversation went as follows:

Me: How does my dick feel inside you?
Xmbrosia123#: It's too long, and it barely fits in. It feels like you're punching my ovaries. And you're stretching me the hell out! OUCH OUCH OUCH
Me: So, you want to stop?
Xmbrosia123#: NO!

6/8/2008 2:57:23 PM

Busted!

6/8/2008 2:59:02 PM

bout to walk to foodlion like i just dont give a what

6/8/2008 4:58:48 PM

it finally hit me why i've been doing what i've been doing and feeling what i've been feeling lately....

and i'm glad i figured it out because i was heading in the direction of doing what i do best and that's fuck up a pretty damn good friendship...


i don't let people in for long before i push them out....my shelf life on close friends has held a track record of about 6 months to a year...then i move on....i purposely find a reason to alienate myself from the people i care about and the people that care about me...

i suppose it's a commitment issue of sorts...

and it all stems from the fear of losing the people i let myself care about unconditionally....i lost the best friend i've ever had (will ever have) and the only man i've ever loved...and that hurts more than any breakup or silly life drama ever can...i don't care what anybody says...

so...in order to avoid facing either of those situations again...i go out of my way to sabotage my friendships when i feel like i'm letting somebody get too close...whether they know it or not and even if they're not really trying to get that close to me...because sometimes it happens before you realize it...

two weeks from now will be the first anniversary of the death of the first and only man i've loved in my life...something deep down remembered even when my mind had forgotten...and something must have recently triggered it to resurface but i didn't realize it until now...

i guess one day i'll stop being scared to let people in because of the fear of losing them...and admitting this is really a fear may be a step in the right direction...

6/8/2008 5:19:00 PM

i started drinking before 5:00

6/8/2008 5:24:10 PM

the next 6 months are going to blow, hard

and did you ^^ text me last night? i vaguely remember something about it

6/8/2008 5:26:30 PM

haha...yeah...the conversation spanned about 2 hours

6/8/2008 5:27:53 PM

i guess i should probably go figure out what was said

6/8/2008 5:29:28 PM

i've had really great performances in the sexy time the last two nights with this new girl

i hope she doesn't come to expect this caliber as normal

6/8/2008 5:50:54 PM

cant wait to go to walmart later

6/10/2008 6:27:13 PM

I'm on a medicine that wont let me drink (antabuse). Recently I quit taking the meds, and plan on start drinking again. last time I drank, over 9 months ago, it resulted in a broken nose and a couple assault charges. so here I am, ready to jump head first back into the life. and frankly, I cant fucking wait.

(this is Ben talking, my friend uses this name too sometimes.)

[Edited on June 10, 2008 at 7:12 PM. Reason : ..]

6/10/2008 7:11:01 PM

^lol

Quote :

"i've had really great performances in the sexy time the last two nights with this new girl i hope she doesn't come to expect this caliber as normal"

i hate when that happens and the first few times youre like at the perfect point of drunkeness where you can go for ever but still get done before its to the point of being too long..

LOWERED EXPECTATIONS PLZ!

[Edited on June 10, 2008 at 7:30 PM. Reason : asdf]

6/10/2008 7:28:38 PM

i have no idea why i'm doing this

6/10/2008 11:33:35 PM

i'm reading two books right now: one called Smashed and the other called A Million Little Pieces...both about addictions -- alcohol and drugs, which have absolutely no involvement in my life whatsoever. Odd.

6/10/2008 11:46:02 PM

^im half way through the last book of the Left Behind Series

6/10/2008 11:47:42 PM

sometimes i think jessiejepp patronizes me

6/10/2008 11:47:47 PM

somebody on here stole something from my email account

got some fun things planned for that somebody

6/10/2008 11:50:22 PM

did u ever find out who that ncsupsycho person was?

6/10/2008 11:53:25 PM

yup

6/10/2008 11:55:11 PM

have i met the person before?

6/11/2008 12:02:11 AM

Ben- just be careful. We all love you & don't want anything bad to happen-- so jump head first... but aim for the top, not the bottom
TWW Garage is here for you-- you know where to find us (even me... day or night-- i'll do anythign I can for you)

P.S. I'm totally NOT OK with moparnum5 being gone right now. But I'll keep sucking it up & trying to pretend I am for the next few weeks (and/or eternities).

6/11/2008 12:33:51 AM

i think im about to fuck up again

6/11/2008 12:49:49 AM

I think I might possibly get laid for the first time in forever... this Saturday.

[Edited on June 11, 2008 at 12:51 AM. Reason : but I doubt it, I respect him too much. ]

6/11/2008 12:50:40 AM

i need to take my own advice a lot more often

6/11/2008 8:58:27 PM

from now on everytime i think about humping i'm gonna do a pullup

6/11/2008 10:28:24 PM

I lasted like 2 min tonite

6/11/2008 10:45:10 PM

i need to put the water from my shower into 2 litres now...i also need to figure out how to hang my ferns to the ceiling

6/12/2008 12:56:36 AM

i think my vaginas broken

6/12/2008 1:02:05 AM

6/12/2008 1:05:08 AM

like female version of impotent broken?

6/12/2008 1:06:25 AM

no, worse

6/12/2008 1:18:30 AM

you have cervical cancer?

6/12/2008 1:19:10 AM

every guy i have gone out with or been attracted to since i moved to texas has been a lefty....

maybe there are just a lot of left handers in the greatest state in the union??

[Edited on June 12, 2008 at 2:18 AM. Reason : rklrsjt]

6/12/2008 2:17:29 AM

I'll let you know Saturday. But I think he's a righty.

6/12/2008 2:21:01 AM

i can eventually convince myself of anything

[Edited on June 12, 2008 at 2:22 AM. Reason : asdf]

6/12/2008 2:22:43 AM

i have no clue how i'm going to hang those pots from the ceiling

6/12/2008 2:51:35 AM

Seeing that picture stung a little but it was totally worth it.

6/12/2008 8:17:07 PM

last night when i was more drunk than i am right now, i almost sent a girl a pm just asking what was up and how she was doing....then i knocked my water over on my keyboard and realized that was god telling me to get my drunk ass off of the internet.



...yeah....i'm sitting in class, 5 feet from my teacher, drunk, and on wolf web


and i forgot my belt so i had to hold my pants up the entire way to class.

not my best moment this morning

6/13/2008 10:26:57 AM

Good night, how much did you drink?

6/13/2008 10:27:41 AM

i lost count. it was my birthday party...but i still had to buy plenty of my own drinks...


i think i had somewhere around 15 or 16 on an empty stomach, so i was really fucked up

6/13/2008 10:29:13 AM

Ugh.

6/13/2008 10:30:49 AM